time

school is into its 3rd week. i'm catapulted into a spiralling frenzy of tutorials and assignments. already i've spent countless hectic hours tearing hair out over project deadlines that are too short for comfort. so much to do with so little time. i vaguely remember just under a month ago, things were the direct opposite. that's what got me starting this blog in the first place -- too much time with nothing to do.

a large majority of my buddies have enlisted to serve the nation, something that's taking me forever to accomplish. i haven't had the time to properly bid them farewell, or to tell them things that i really want to say, or to bring them to places that i really want them to see. i guess these will have to wait til they book out of camp.

i haven't been blogging much lately. in fact, i haven't been blogging at all. my apologies to those who are still waiting for the next instalment of 'the immortal'. i just can't squeeze out spare time to pen down darian's adventures. but i promise it'll be posted by the next weekend. and i also promise it'll be better than the first two chapters. for sure.

this furious pace of life is exhausting me. everything's happening in a blur. even my senses are obscured. my mind is flooded with incoherent thoughts. imaginary people whispering into my ears. bus rides are blank-minded trips. the only time i ever really get to shut my brain down isn't when i'm sleeping. i've been dreaming often. not the usual dreams. they're more of flashbacks about the day's activities. i guess the only remedy for being stressed out is to space out. maybe it's the absence of music intertwining with my activities. i hope to go clubbing soon. alcohol and good music always provided a welcome form of distraction for me. well, maybe not just booze and beats. fortuitous encounters also lower the pressure gauge by quite a few notches. well, it's late. time to get some rest before another foaming-at-the-mouth day. thank god this week is almost over.. (-.-)